Soo Hard

Justin and I have been upset all day about losing Savannah. I had to go into work an hour late this morning because I could not pull myself together. Then the waves of emotions started. I was sad, angry, and shocked most of the day with tears flowing with every emotion. Before Savannah I was never really a big dog lover and I never really understood what it was like to lose a dog. I never realized how fast a puppy can jump into your heart. Obviously, Justin and I don't have kids yet but it feels as though we have lost a child.

Everything reminds us of Savannah; all we see when we go home are things we did with Savannah. To try and get our loss off of our minds for a little bit Justin took me to the movies to see Eclipse and we grabbed an appetizer afterwards. The waves of tears came and went throughout the night but the monsoon really took place when we arrived back home. I came across one of her little bows and leash and I just lost it. The pain of losing her is just awful.